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February 11, 2008

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Hmmm. I wanna post but when I’m here I’m at a loss for words.

One day I hope to get my groove back.

Sigh.

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Yes, I’m still alive! November 22, 2007

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I cannot believe I’ve been so busy these past few months that I haven’t even posted anything! Just to update you guys, work has been driving me crazeeeeeeeee…

I’m still at work (8:36pm) but I will be going home soon. I’ll try to update this later (Good luck on that-haha!).

In any case, one of the reasons I’m probably too lazy to post (aside from the fact that I am suuuper busy and stressed) is that I do not have photoshop on my laptop. It’s just ain’t fun if I don’t have images on my posts.. hehe.

Busyness… that’s life in Singapore August 26, 2007

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I’ve been so friggin busy I haven’t even posted ANYTHING at all. Maybe when I move to my new place on Saturday I’ll have more time to update this. It’s been a helluva ride. Stay tuned folks!

I’m lovin’ it here.   🙂

Where am I heading? July 26, 2007

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I’ll make this short and sweet. I haven’t been blogging for quite some time because I am currently was at a crossroad in my life. So many stuff happened in the past few weeks (one of them was having VIP passes to the Christina Aguilera concert – WOOT!) but I purposely held back blogging about anything until this time would come.

Yesterday, I got my Employment Pass. This makes it all fuckin real. Where am I heading?

 

Singapore.

I got the job offer last month but I didn’t want to go gagah about it until I get my EP approved. Thank God it did. I’m hopping on a plane next weekend. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Because I knew you… June 5, 2007

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I’ve heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don’t know if I believe that’s true
But I know I’m who I am today
Because I knew you

 

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

 

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You’ll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend…

 

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

 

Because I knew you

 

I have been changed for good

 

 

 

an excerpt from For Good from the Broadway musical Wicked. Love it. 🙂

Not So Bad… Just Maybe A Little June 4, 2007

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Okay.. so I had a bad morning.

Some fucker of a friend started yakking incessantly at ym. Several ym statuses after… sino ngayon pikon, aber?? The bitch should’ve stopped early when I told her to fuck off. My mistake… dapat hindi ko na lang kasi pinatulan. I could’ve just called her up and bitchslapped her on the phone to release all the tension. Swerte nya na jologs signal ng suncell nya. Typing and waiting for her to reply was just a bad idea.. built up my energy and this was very frustrating because she was slow, dense, and stupid. What I hate most is when I’m played like a fool which is what the bitch did.

Note to self: put lying two-faced bitch friends maggots on ignore list.

Work.. not really stressful but I’m not exactly jumping up and down with excitement. Getting pissed off at an incompetent fucker does not help at all. This calls for an entirely new entry.

But all that went away when I got off at Eastwood. Officemate dropped me off at Eastwood after work because I was going to meet a friend. It’s his fault. He was late and so I was there alone and I did what I do when I have a bad day.. I went shopping. No, not for clothes… just random stuff. Thirty minutes have gone by and I’ve blown off a couple of thousand bucks. Shit. Shit.

Things I bought tonight:

  1. Princess’ kikay stuff
  2. A book
  3. Harlequin mini toy statue
  4. Joker mini toy statue
  5. Funky Earrings

I just blew off the money that was supposed to go into my credit card! Damn.

But yes, I’m happy! 😀

Happy Pill at Noon June 4, 2007

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Weird combo huh? It’s just what I needed today.. my picker upper at 10:30AM and 12:36PM. Good thing I have some left.

No, I’m not slushed.. yet. I’m just waaaay to fucked up today. I’ve snapped at several people already and I needed a happy pill. This is my happy pill, for now.

I need someone to talk to but I have nothing to say. How sad is that? This is what being fucked up is like. Shit.

When the shit hits the fan.. I just wanna run. May 29, 2007

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I’ve been up to my neck in shit because of work for the past two weeks.

Add up well publicized controversies and scandals. Not really my cup of tea.

Bleh. I can’t wait to get out of this shit hole. Anyone looking for a Marketing Slave?

Pensive and then some. May 25, 2007

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I’ve been feeling pensive for more than one fuckin month. Maybe it’s the shitty stuff at work. Maybe it’s the lack of a social life. Maybe it’s about not making enough money. I don’t know and I don’t fucking care.

I just feel really shitty.

I tried the whole “relax and get a vacation” crap. Went to Sagada and had a great time. A few days after.. hmmm… okay, it’ didn’t work. I’m back feeling pensive.

I watch movies every weekend which lifts me up for about a day or so.. then I’m back to this goddamn pensive mood. I hate it.

My friend dezphaire feels the same thing I suppose. Hmmm.. maybe this is what they call the quarter life crisis? Fuck that.

Somebody get me a happy pill.

New Landline. Why the hell..?!? May 18, 2007

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I got a text this afternoon from my mother.

This is our new home phone XXX-XXXX

Hmm.. okaaaaay.. I don’t think they’ll get an additional number for the house since I’m the only one that really burns the lines anyway. We DON’T NEED an additional number.  So really, my initial reaction was… What the fuck?!? What happened to our old number?!?? (more…)