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Where am I heading? July 26, 2007

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I’ll make this short and sweet. I haven’t been blogging for quite some time because I am currently was at a crossroad in my life. So many stuff happened in the past few weeks (one of them was having VIP passes to the Christina Aguilera concert – WOOT!) but I purposely held back blogging about anything until this time would come.

Yesterday, I got my Employment Pass. This makes it all fuckin real. Where am I heading?

 

Singapore.

I got the job offer last month but I didn’t want to go gagah about it until I get my EP approved. Thank God it did. I’m hopping on a plane next weekend. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Because I knew you… June 5, 2007

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I’ve heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don’t know if I believe that’s true
But I know I’m who I am today
Because I knew you

 

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

 

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You’ll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend…

 

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

 

Because I knew you

 

I have been changed for good

 

 

 

an excerpt from For Good from the Broadway musical Wicked. Love it. 🙂

Not So Bad… Just Maybe A Little June 4, 2007

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Okay.. so I had a bad morning.

Some fucker of a friend started yakking incessantly at ym. Several ym statuses after… sino ngayon pikon, aber?? The bitch should’ve stopped early when I told her to fuck off. My mistake… dapat hindi ko na lang kasi pinatulan. I could’ve just called her up and bitchslapped her on the phone to release all the tension. Swerte nya na jologs signal ng suncell nya. Typing and waiting for her to reply was just a bad idea.. built up my energy and this was very frustrating because she was slow, dense, and stupid. What I hate most is when I’m played like a fool which is what the bitch did.

Note to self: put lying two-faced bitch friends maggots on ignore list.

Work.. not really stressful but I’m not exactly jumping up and down with excitement. Getting pissed off at an incompetent fucker does not help at all. This calls for an entirely new entry.

But all that went away when I got off at Eastwood. Officemate dropped me off at Eastwood after work because I was going to meet a friend. It’s his fault. He was late and so I was there alone and I did what I do when I have a bad day.. I went shopping. No, not for clothes… just random stuff. Thirty minutes have gone by and I’ve blown off a couple of thousand bucks. Shit. Shit.

Things I bought tonight:

  1. Princess’ kikay stuff
  2. A book
  3. Harlequin mini toy statue
  4. Joker mini toy statue
  5. Funky Earrings

I just blew off the money that was supposed to go into my credit card! Damn.

But yes, I’m happy! 😀

Happy Pill at Noon June 4, 2007

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Weird combo huh? It’s just what I needed today.. my picker upper at 10:30AM and 12:36PM. Good thing I have some left.

No, I’m not slushed.. yet. I’m just waaaay to fucked up today. I’ve snapped at several people already and I needed a happy pill. This is my happy pill, for now.

I need someone to talk to but I have nothing to say. How sad is that? This is what being fucked up is like. Shit.

Why the status Single June 2, 2007

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Okay, enough ranting… here’s a post just to break off from the ranting rampage. Try and bear with the Tagalog and the stupid mobile-text typing..

Why the status single?
taken from a forwarded email

11. Destiny Adik
Eto yung mga naghihintay kay “Destiny” na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga “partner in life”… Ayannn… Kapapanood nyo ng “Serendipity” eh feeling nila ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa kanila… Such a cliche… Hindi ba nila alam na kung walang effort, destiny is useless…

10. Perfectionist/ Mapili
Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. .. Yung tipong dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko… Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad… O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait – boring daw, gusto ng bad boy/pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka, tatanungin ka bakit ang sama mo at bakit mo nagawa yun! Adik ka ba?! Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. Meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman. Ung gusto mo eh halos magtambling ka pero deadma pa rin yang stunts mo sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya?

9. Busy-busyhan
Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center].. Sabay tulog na.. Kapag Sabado masaya na sila sa Internet (o sa Multiply), sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa Linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes.. Pssssst.. Pause for awhile..

8. Friendship Theory
Ano naman ito? Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend na hindi masasabi-sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya.. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship.. Aba ! Oi lakasan mo ang loob at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan kaw rin. Minsan pa naman pareho kayong naghihintayan. . Hmmp!

7. Born-to-be-one (Autistic)
Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw.. Walang reasons.. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamatay sya sa mundo ng mag-isa.. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang.. Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!

6. Happy-go-lucky
Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings.. Kahit sino nalang basta no strings attached.. For fun lang daw.. Walang halong seryosohan.. Aba hoy! Yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo nalang sa pader.. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!

5. Wrong Place
May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun? Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.

4. Wrong Time
Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na “hindi pa ako ready e, bata pa kasi ako” o kaya naman “hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito, wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki.. ” Yes meron pong ganyan.. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love.. Awwwwwww.. Aba kelan yun? Pag uugod ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod..

3. Si parents kasi!
Yes, factor din ang komunidad na ginagalawan mo.. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf.. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo.. Aba ikaw ba naman ang sabihan na “Alam mo hindi kayo bagay.. Langit at lupa kayo..” Awwwww.. Payo ko sayo, Pakialam nila diba? Palibhasa inggit!

2. Traumatic Experience
Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. Ayaw ko na! Takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati!
O diba ang drama ng layp? Yes, tama ka.. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until na ayaw mo ng magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal.. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka! Ano pa ba? Madami yan. wag na nating isa isahin at baka tumulo si tears.. Heheh! Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo.. Iba’t-iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig.. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim.. Aba mapalad ka at natikman mo ang iba’t-ibang lasa nito.. kaya ikaw, do not be afraid to fall in love again.. Malay mo sweetiness na ang malasahin mo next time.. E di panalo ka sa lotto.. Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo, yan ang bumubuhay sayo, ang pag-ibig.. Tsk! Drama!

1. EX to the nth power
Oi aminin!!! LOVE parin si ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman.. Yung tipong ilang taon ang nakakalipas, hindi parin makalimutan si ex.. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa.. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyong magpaalam sa isa’t isa.. YES, after a year sasabihin natin, im over him/her na, pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo.. At habang nagkukwento ka, ouch may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa ating kalooban.. Ano kaya yun? AMININ mo na kasi MAHAL mo pa si EX.. Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well mahirap sya kalimutan, alam ko yan, pero
open your heart and makipagdate ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain someone.. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba.. At give urself a Kitkat, take a break..

If you actually understood all the tagalog, well.. good for you! Hehe. If you like someone recovering from #1, I say, run in the opposite direction! Haha.

Rico Blanco Leaves Rivermaya. Now What? May 29, 2007

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After weeks of speculation, it has been semi-confirmed (anonymous reliable source) to the Philippine Entertainment Portal (PEP) that Rico has left Rivermaya.

Rivermaya survived the departure of Perf de Castro, Bamboo Mañalac, and Nathan Azarcon simply because they’re not the chief songwriter,” said one music journalist.

Rico was the most important component of that band because he supplied the hits. It was the same when Ely (Buendia) left the Eraserheads. Inasmuch as the other members wanted to continue, they just found it hard to fill in that huge void,” he added.

Blanco authored most of Rivermaya’s well-loved hits such as “214,” “Bring Me Down,” “Awit ng Kabataan,” “Elesi,” “Kisapmata,” “Balisong,” and “241,” among many others.

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When the shit hits the fan.. I just wanna run. May 29, 2007

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I’ve been up to my neck in shit because of work for the past two weeks.

Add up well publicized controversies and scandals. Not really my cup of tea.

Bleh. I can’t wait to get out of this shit hole. Anyone looking for a Marketing Slave?

Pensive and then some. May 25, 2007

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I’ve been feeling pensive for more than one fuckin month. Maybe it’s the shitty stuff at work. Maybe it’s the lack of a social life. Maybe it’s about not making enough money. I don’t know and I don’t fucking care.

I just feel really shitty.

I tried the whole “relax and get a vacation” crap. Went to Sagada and had a great time. A few days after.. hmmm… okay, it’ didn’t work. I’m back feeling pensive.

I watch movies every weekend which lifts me up for about a day or so.. then I’m back to this goddamn pensive mood. I hate it.

My friend dezphaire feels the same thing I suppose. Hmmm.. maybe this is what they call the quarter life crisis? Fuck that.

Somebody get me a happy pill.

I love CS3 May 22, 2007

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I just installed CS3 on my PC and laptop and it blew my socks off. I absolutely love love looooove the 3rd incarnation of Adobe’s Creative Suite.

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Why do people delete their Friendster accounts? May 21, 2007

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Just some of the reasons I’ve come across over the years…  of course they don’t actually admit the reason but it’s usually one of these:

1. They got pregnant or they got someone pregnant.

2. They cheated on someone.

3. They ran away with someone else’s money.

4. They broke up with someone and they’re totally shattered.

5.  Public Scandal.

I can name at least three people for each of these reasons… hehehe. Don’t have Friendster? WTF?!?? Sign Up Here!